Starting Weight (Jan 7): 278.4 lbs
Current Weight (Jan 21): 280.8 lbs
Yes, I know 2-3 lb gain, that's not bad. Well, when you tell yourself you will never see 280 again, you can't see it again, well then it hits you hard. I already was down to 260 this time last year. I got rid of all my "FAT" clothes and was never going to see this again. Well, I am and I am going to face it head on. I have to. Something has to change. I didn't want to share pictures, but I feel I have to. I know there are so many out there that deal with the same issues. They hate their body. No matter how much more weight they have lost, or are going to lose, they are always going to fill the same. We need to start to learn to love ourselves. Being "Bullied" my whole life, my self esteem is pretty low. I need to learn that I am who I am and no one can change that! Yes, I'm rambling but it's something I need to type out and I need to hear.
I AM BEAUTIFUL I AM WORTH IT I MATTER
I CAN DO WHAT I WANT I CAN LOOK GOOD IN WHAT I WANT
I AM PROUD OF WHO I AM I AM PROUD OF WHERE I HAVE COME
I AM MY OWN TRUE BEAUTY I AM MY OWN TRUE SELF